Lalla

Living with Pan...

...is simply beautiful and ecstatic.

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Listening to him in his Morning Talks and being with his presence, clouds of thoughts which turning around me and I disappear through understanding.
Noisy chattering mind machine, pretends to be the best knower and try to be the boss of the house get full light. In the light of consciousness it shows the real face which is quite short sighted, fanatic, mad and all the time insecure.
Through living with Pan awareness towards working of the mind grows inside. Pan simply knows what is bullshit and not.

Out of old habit machine starts working without being asked: „Chatta“, „chatta“, „chatta“, „I“, „I“, „I“...

Observe and stay indifferent.

Lalla01It is the whole day challenge not to take any I-thought. Reward is immediate and clear.

Pan's presence encourages and inspires to go beyond mind where one can rediscover and tune into wavelength of relaxation, love, gratitude, trust, beauty, bliss. Once one tasted this space then one can recognize the fact that it was always there, inside, just sensitivity was missing to perceive it all. Being in his presence, past and future disappear and at the same time with immense intensity present moment appears. In this great energy explosion fire of consciousness gets transmitted to whomsoever receptive and open for it. This very moment is always the door to eternity.

Being with him opened my eyes towards inside. Inside where I'm living in.

Pan has immense caring side. He has love towards every being and everything. Through him I learned and continuously learning how to take care and love the body.

By now I clearly feel how precious to live in a healthy relaxed ecstatic energy flowing body, which is free from the tension of the mind.
I'm grateful to the universe for this great opportunity.

Love you, Pan.                                                    
Love you all spiritual friends.           
Lalla