Living with Pan

ONE body – ONE soul

More or less as far as the memories of this mind last I'm living with Pan. Pan for me just belongs to life. I love to live with Pan. It feels so natural that he is around.
Pan, a caretaker first for the growing of this body, now a caretaker for the growing of this soul.
On the outside level, Pan is a manifestation of life energy in a body without any ruling mind in between that buffers, limits or stops it. The effect of this is that he functions as a shining clear mirror, reflecting, questioning and bringing light into the automatically running conditioned mind patterns, that limit the free expression of life-energy in a body.
If one looks into this mirror there is always an empty space, just watching, reflecting, non involved and detached, there is an atmosphere of love around, of oneness, the disappearance of the I, the space of Consciousness opens. In this space I am Pan, Pan is me. Pan and me disappear. So on the inside level Pan and me are ONE, there is no Pan and no me.

It is a spiritual connection that goes beyond bodies, a new dimension where the rational mind has no grip anymore, forms and borders disappear, everything becomes unknown and mysterious, the connection to the whole existence is perceived, the dimension of oneness opens.
Pan has opened the door to this dimension, now the task is to step in and crystallize in this unknown space in the daily life.

To perceive the same oneness with this group of friends that live here, to perceive that it is the same life energy expressing through different containers, is the experiment happening.

Feeling ONE with all the friends around, no edgy separating mind patterns which disconnect, but instead an harmonious, awake living together.
It is a love-experiment, to function in a group as ONE body, ONE soul. Love is the nourishment for the soul. When love is felt between bodies, the energies melt to ONE, the world of consciousness, meditation enters. When love is there all separation disappears, and humans fall in tune with each other on the physical, emotional and mental level. Then just many bodies function like ONE machine carrying out whatever needs to be done from a higher point of view.
Hearing the sentence from G.I.Gurdjieff that every mistake that happens to an individual is the mistake of the whole group and every success of the individual is the success of the whole group touched me deeply. With this group of friends it feels like this understanding is becoming a reality. Perceiving in daily life, in many small situations, that I am this friend and this friend is me, all separation disappears.

Being ONE with Pan, ONE with friends, ONE with all
ONE body - ONE soul
happening nowhere now here
In gratitude for this experience
Thank you Pan, thank you friends, thank you life.

Love
ChaMeera Shakti