Living with Pan...

...in his creation together with male and female friends in a tantric experiment, is the most mind-blowing, mind-shattering, adventurous journey I ever have traveled and quite for sure unique on this planet.

That men and women, in the same way, are heart- and trustful towards each other, erases the hardest core of any painbody and my painbody which is:
“with the loss of the One Lover, life is no more worth living”.

Pan's constant hammering on the hard shells of the mind, where all these crazy, mad ideas about possessiveness, jealousy, in general all ideas that keep the I-Identity going, are stored, creates every day an atmosphere where love and friendship, working and creating together, vibrate in the air.

Any mind that does not want to tune in, tunes itself out.
In the intensity that is alive in Pan, tuning in or out happens with the speed of an ICE-train.
Through Pan's permanently sharing of his being, a distance has been created within me, to that which runs through the so-called “my mind” and as a consequence to the daily happenings.

The most absurd, unbelievable scenes didn't take me, there was still the perception of “it is all appearances”. Appearances on the screen of life. With no one to install the I-Identity.

Every day again, Pan very clearly shows the working of the mind in all its facets and its repetitive, boring records. The offer to everyone is to study the working of the mind and to observe the results created.

Living with Pan is the offering of a life, fully alive, a life where the decision is always taken for the heart.

Venus