

More or less every day, there is a Morning Talk or Evening Meeting happening at BuddhaHill.
These gatherings of normally ca. 2 hours (the duration can variate from a few seconds to 6 hours) have many different faces.
From mirroring the state the individual is in, to high flights into existence. From provoking, confronting, shocking and shattering the illusionary patterns of the conditioned mind, to sinking deep into the space of meditation in oneself. From stories, which bring the state of humanity into a pictorial form, to long and loud laughter explosions, all is covered, and more...
It happens that these gatherings suddenly switch, when Pan creates a situation to give a direct experience to one or several individuals, which is that moment needed for a certain understanding to arise. Through Pan's Talks, the mind understands the experiences the individual makes, that way the mental system is integrated in the inner processes which are ongoing happening.
Morning Meeting 3. September 2008
All the mental programming or conditionings of the mind which so far existed on this planet are against life. The whole cultivation down the ages has by now improved them. There were only a few hardly noticeable exceptions in human history. At the point where we are now, in the so-called twenty-first century, this strange happening, to carry this life-negative attitude, turns more and more suicidal, it is the disaster of the modern human being. All known religions have contributed to this catastrophe. The individuals have hardly any access to their natural state of being.
The life negative program is only in the mind. The identification everybody is caught in, is with the mind. Since, according to the law of nature, the body has to follow the mind, the result is a completely unnatural life which creates frustration, anger, aggression, depression, boredom, sadness, psychosis, neurosis, perversion, and, and, and, the whole lot.
At this point any intelligent individual can understand that the only solution to get out of this catastrophe is to find a distance to the mind. Without reflection, meditation or other techniques which could provide a small distance to the mind, everybody is lost. Now these methods are available, but as long as they are used by non-awakened individuals, they are as limited as the individual who is using it. By an awakened being I mean somebody who is not at all ruled by his mind, means: no identification left. Not even an enlightened or awakened one. In the hands of such a being these methods can do miracles. It is a simple logic that only the state beyond the mind can transmit the same.
The basic anger and frustration in any human being is there because you are forced to follow the life-negative programming of your cultivated mind. This program resists and even fights the healing. The mind can cooperate with Meditation- or Satsang teachers and therapists, Deeksha-givers etc. because they are not a danger to its fundamental program, they are themselves not free of it. That's why they give diplomas or authorise you to work with people, means the visible reward for staying in the frame - you can frame your diploma, too. Howsoever a really free individual is creativity itself and does not need any diploma or authorisation and therefore has to leave the well-trodden, known paths behind.
The moment you come across an individual who has left all the frames, the scene changes drastically, because now REALLY something could happen....
At this point it needs to be said that all meditations and therapies you have done before can be a preparation to go further, but it also can be a hindrance.
