Morning Talks and Evening Sharings
(Published 2008)
(Morning Talks and Evening Sharings that were recorded in 2006 and 2007 and transcribed)
Excerpt:
The heart is the gateway to the mysterious
"Remember one thing: anybody connecting or who is connected to this happening here, is connected to an enormous energy pool. Even people only connecting via e-mail and saying “We want to have this connection”, they immediately get energy on an invisible stream. I give them energy, endless, the more they want to take, the more they get. That's the only creative way to create something.
So, anybody connecting with you (addressing the BuddhaHill Commune), connects not only with you, he also connects to the invisible creation with a big energy pool and that pool is growing.
The more you open up, the more the individuals here open up, the more energy is felt. Before, in the past, you only had little energy. If you open up to the happening here, you have ten times more than before. If you open more up, you have hundred times more. And when you have 21 people multiplied to ten, it's the energy of 210 people!
Osho used to say that, he said “Every Sannyasin who is connected to this stream, wherever you go, you radiate ten times more energy than a “normal” person”.
I saw this happening when there was an air plane full of people landing
in Portland for the first Festival. When that air plane emptied there were maybe 350 people walking through the Customs, all dressed in orange, the energy of 3500 people walking through the Customs. Even the Customs people they were totally delighted, they started to become friendly, they were almost going drunk and saying “Yes, yes, come”. After a short while, they were not behaving like American Customs people anymore.
When the guy that looked at my passport saw “Wildflecken”, he started telling me “Oh, I was serving there as a G.I.” Suddenly the world became very small.
So, there is something happening on the invisible level but only for the one who has eyes and is sensitive, he can feel it and see it. The moment you are connected to the source that is just radiating love, consciousness, aliveness and creativity, you become that. It starts radiating in you, so you become that and whomsoever you meet or that just starts connecting with you or to this place and has a little opening, starts to feel it. This is the magnetism and then there is no coincidence. When you meet somebody, this is not a coincidence: maybe this individual has been looking for a long time for this connection.
So please be aware that you have to be always available, because you as an individual are a connecting point. Please be aware of this, that's how it happened, if you are aware of this, you pass it on, because somebody else was the connecting point for you. For you (addressing Parvati), it was a man who is no more here. You are always connected through some individual, even what Shakti does, something on the computer, she puts her picture in, she as an individual says “Okay, I am a connecting point”. People started to connect her and then me and they are already connected to this energy field, that's how an alive net starts growing.
Of course first you have to prepare a certain amount of people for this happening. It needs a preparation. So, through what happened the last seven years, people became ready and still everybody coming in now, gets prepared, but much faster, because the field is already working. It's like the famous snow ball, it starts slow, then it becomes a little bit
bigger, then it grows.
At this point, where we are right now, you have to become aware of this because every individual works as a little broadcast system, you are a sender in the whole system, that's why now I started this again and we will continue because in this full moon time it is ideal, we really sent this, we went to the little lake yesterday and since two days we are sending just into space in all the languages you are able to speak, what you want to share as an individual and then there is a certain ritual to invite people who are receiving this message.
I worked with this many times, that's how I came to Osho, that works.
You have to understand it always starts mentally, if our mental system gets synchronized, we all want the same, you cannot imagine what power this has; just by sending it into the blue sky, into the sky at night, it's a wave-length, it all works on a wave-length.
So, if you all want this, it is happening. The moment you say “yes” to it with your full heart, it starts in you and it already starts radiating. Distance in space makes no difference. The other thing is: whenever something comes to your mind, connect it to this creation, if there is a doubt arising, delete it. For example you think about somebody and say “Oh no, that will not be possible”, delete it. Send this individual, mentally, that it is possible, you have to work very positive. Your doubt is connected to that doubt, so double doubt it goes down. It is all connected, we are all connected on an invisible, mental, spiritual level.
So you do two things in one time: you de-program your old negative mind, because it is negative programmed and at the same time you send somebody energy that enables him to de-program his own negative mind, that's how we have to work.
When I wrote this for our friend Samarpan I said “Okay, this is the decisive point, that's why I say I'm pretty sure you have understood this already and I had no doubt that you would go in this direction”. There was simply no doubt, if there was a little doubt in him, it's deleted already. This has nothing to do with positive thinking because positive thinking just represses negative thinking, that never works. This is the power of a vision, and a vision is a vision of your heart, that gives your
mind the energy to realize it, to make it practical, not the other way around.
If it comes from the mind it is an idea and then it becomes a disaster. A vision is always an energy happening in you, you hear it, you somehow feel it and your heart jumps and says “WOW, that's what I always wanted!”, that has the power, that is the energy behind it. Then you just use your mind to put it into the right place, to make it practical. You formulate it in words or whatsoever is needed, you write it down, you create this on some practical level. So, a vision always arises in a heart, there's a heart behind it which says “WOW, that's so beautiful, just to think of it already brings tears to my eyes.”
A vision is always a glimpse from the beyond, a higher consciousness has reached your heart, your heart immediately recognizes it and says “Yeah, let's go into this direction!”. If you allow this to happen in your heart, it blows the controlling mind, it puts it aside and says “You shut up now, you are deleted” (laughter). Your negative thinking is deleted.
Higher consciousness can still reach the heart, never the mind, that's why the decisive point is always the heart. That's why I say: a real spiritual commune is either a love affair or it is nothing”. If it is not starting with love, it cannot start, if you don't feel your love is in it, that you say “Wow, that feels very good, I can feel that, in spite of whatsoever the clown in my head is telling me”. You feel that and then you move from your head to your feeling, from the thinking to the heart and you always bring it to this side and you start deleting your negative mind. You have to do this, because you will see it coming up and saying “Yes, but...”, delete it! Just immediately delete it.
I said this last night to Lilakshi: it may be necessary that you sit on the delete button, delete delete delete! And if you have to stand up and put a weight on it so that it goes on deleting, do it. Because down the ages you have collected so much negativity that you have to put a heavy weight on that button so that 24 hours it goes on deleting, it doesn't matter what comes, delete it. And this needs to be done, to give your heart a chance.
Once your heart is taking over, any problem you have starts fading
away, because the heart has the power to delete the negative mind. There is no other way. The more the negative mind is deleted, the more consciousness arises, that is the meaning when I say: the heart is the gateway to the mysterious, love is the gateway to higher consciousness, nothing else. No thinking can go there, love moves you there. Of course that gives the mind fear, it wants to run away, it tries to sabotage and so on, that's natural. There I have to trust the more intelligent part inside of you, your higher intelligence, that you say “No, no, no. I am not fucking up such a chance, I don't want to miss what existence offers me, maybe it doesn't offer it again”.
I always perceived this as a luck and I did not gamble with that luck. When my mind started gambling with that luck, I pressed the delete button. Because it tries, the mind tries to gamble with it: “Bla bla bla”.
Such a happening is a window in time, it's like a window opening in time, if you miss it, it closes. And if you find in your life-time another window opening for you, nobody knows. I would not count on that, because what I found out is that these windows are rare, they are not just happening on the next corner again.
When I met Osho I knew: this is a window in time, a window into eternity, if you miss that, you might not find this again in your life, maybe not in many lives.
So I made clear to myself: you don't miss that, or I start to beat myself up. (laughter), I did not allow this, so I could not miss it. You have to decide for this, you really have to decide for this, all the time.
Once you heart is on fire, it is decided. That's why I feel this in people, once the spark has jumped and the flames start rising and the heart is on fire, I know they won't miss, they cannot."
So, anybody connecting with you (addressing the BuddhaHill Commune), connects not only with you, he also connects to the invisible creation with a big energy pool and that pool is growing.
The more you open up, the more the individuals here open up, the more energy is felt. Before, in the past, you only had little energy. If you open up to the happening here, you have ten times more than before. If you open more up, you have hundred times more. And when you have 21 people multiplied to ten, it's the energy of 210 people!
Osho used to say that, he said “Every Sannyasin who is connected to this stream, wherever you go, you radiate ten times more energy than a “normal” person”.
I saw this happening when there was an air plane full of people landing
in Portland for the first Festival. When that air plane emptied there were maybe 350 people walking through the Customs, all dressed in orange, the energy of 3500 people walking through the Customs. Even the Customs people they were totally delighted, they started to become friendly, they were almost going drunk and saying “Yes, yes, come”. After a short while, they were not behaving like American Customs people anymore.
When the guy that looked at my passport saw “Wildflecken”, he started telling me “Oh, I was serving there as a G.I.” Suddenly the world became very small.
So, there is something happening on the invisible level but only for the one who has eyes and is sensitive, he can feel it and see it. The moment you are connected to the source that is just radiating love, consciousness, aliveness and creativity, you become that. It starts radiating in you, so you become that and whomsoever you meet or that just starts connecting with you or to this place and has a little opening, starts to feel it. This is the magnetism and then there is no coincidence. When you meet somebody, this is not a coincidence: maybe this individual has been looking for a long time for this connection.
So please be aware that you have to be always available, because you as an individual are a connecting point. Please be aware of this, that's how it happened, if you are aware of this, you pass it on, because somebody else was the connecting point for you. For you (addressing Parvati), it was a man who is no more here. You are always connected through some individual, even what Shakti does, something on the computer, she puts her picture in, she as an individual says “Okay, I am a connecting point”. People started to connect her and then me and they are already connected to this energy field, that's how an alive net starts growing.
Of course first you have to prepare a certain amount of people for this happening. It needs a preparation. So, through what happened the last seven years, people became ready and still everybody coming in now, gets prepared, but much faster, because the field is already working. It's like the famous snow ball, it starts slow, then it becomes a little bit
bigger, then it grows.
At this point, where we are right now, you have to become aware of this because every individual works as a little broadcast system, you are a sender in the whole system, that's why now I started this again and we will continue because in this full moon time it is ideal, we really sent this, we went to the little lake yesterday and since two days we are sending just into space in all the languages you are able to speak, what you want to share as an individual and then there is a certain ritual to invite people who are receiving this message.
I worked with this many times, that's how I came to Osho, that works.
You have to understand it always starts mentally, if our mental system gets synchronized, we all want the same, you cannot imagine what power this has; just by sending it into the blue sky, into the sky at night, it's a wave-length, it all works on a wave-length.
So, if you all want this, it is happening. The moment you say “yes” to it with your full heart, it starts in you and it already starts radiating. Distance in space makes no difference. The other thing is: whenever something comes to your mind, connect it to this creation, if there is a doubt arising, delete it. For example you think about somebody and say “Oh no, that will not be possible”, delete it. Send this individual, mentally, that it is possible, you have to work very positive. Your doubt is connected to that doubt, so double doubt it goes down. It is all connected, we are all connected on an invisible, mental, spiritual level.
So you do two things in one time: you de-program your old negative mind, because it is negative programmed and at the same time you send somebody energy that enables him to de-program his own negative mind, that's how we have to work.
When I wrote this for our friend Samarpan I said “Okay, this is the decisive point, that's why I say I'm pretty sure you have understood this already and I had no doubt that you would go in this direction”. There was simply no doubt, if there was a little doubt in him, it's deleted already. This has nothing to do with positive thinking because positive thinking just represses negative thinking, that never works. This is the power of a vision, and a vision is a vision of your heart, that gives your
mind the energy to realize it, to make it practical, not the other way around.
If it comes from the mind it is an idea and then it becomes a disaster. A vision is always an energy happening in you, you hear it, you somehow feel it and your heart jumps and says “WOW, that's what I always wanted!”, that has the power, that is the energy behind it. Then you just use your mind to put it into the right place, to make it practical. You formulate it in words or whatsoever is needed, you write it down, you create this on some practical level. So, a vision always arises in a heart, there's a heart behind it which says “WOW, that's so beautiful, just to think of it already brings tears to my eyes.”
A vision is always a glimpse from the beyond, a higher consciousness has reached your heart, your heart immediately recognizes it and says “Yeah, let's go into this direction!”. If you allow this to happen in your heart, it blows the controlling mind, it puts it aside and says “You shut up now, you are deleted” (laughter). Your negative thinking is deleted.
Higher consciousness can still reach the heart, never the mind, that's why the decisive point is always the heart. That's why I say: a real spiritual commune is either a love affair or it is nothing”. If it is not starting with love, it cannot start, if you don't feel your love is in it, that you say “Wow, that feels very good, I can feel that, in spite of whatsoever the clown in my head is telling me”. You feel that and then you move from your head to your feeling, from the thinking to the heart and you always bring it to this side and you start deleting your negative mind. You have to do this, because you will see it coming up and saying “Yes, but...”, delete it! Just immediately delete it.
I said this last night to Lilakshi: it may be necessary that you sit on the delete button, delete delete delete! And if you have to stand up and put a weight on it so that it goes on deleting, do it. Because down the ages you have collected so much negativity that you have to put a heavy weight on that button so that 24 hours it goes on deleting, it doesn't matter what comes, delete it. And this needs to be done, to give your heart a chance.
Once your heart is taking over, any problem you have starts fading
away, because the heart has the power to delete the negative mind. There is no other way. The more the negative mind is deleted, the more consciousness arises, that is the meaning when I say: the heart is the gateway to the mysterious, love is the gateway to higher consciousness, nothing else. No thinking can go there, love moves you there. Of course that gives the mind fear, it wants to run away, it tries to sabotage and so on, that's natural. There I have to trust the more intelligent part inside of you, your higher intelligence, that you say “No, no, no. I am not fucking up such a chance, I don't want to miss what existence offers me, maybe it doesn't offer it again”.
I always perceived this as a luck and I did not gamble with that luck. When my mind started gambling with that luck, I pressed the delete button. Because it tries, the mind tries to gamble with it: “Bla bla bla”.
Such a happening is a window in time, it's like a window opening in time, if you miss it, it closes. And if you find in your life-time another window opening for you, nobody knows. I would not count on that, because what I found out is that these windows are rare, they are not just happening on the next corner again.
When I met Osho I knew: this is a window in time, a window into eternity, if you miss that, you might not find this again in your life, maybe not in many lives.
So I made clear to myself: you don't miss that, or I start to beat myself up. (laughter), I did not allow this, so I could not miss it. You have to decide for this, you really have to decide for this, all the time.
Once you heart is on fire, it is decided. That's why I feel this in people, once the spark has jumped and the flames start rising and the heart is on fire, I know they won't miss, they cannot."